That's My Name

I just read Dea Peni Larasati's blog, I saw an unique. And I tried to find mine. It's cool! Because I have the same name with her hahaha. We're cool!

GABRIELA-You strive for perfection and worry when things don't turn out just so. You enjoy doing a job well. You tend to procrastinate. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You are a constructive thinker. You have a need for monetary security. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You have a need to be up front.

LARASATI-You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You can be assertive and aggressive when the occasion arises. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You want to be self-supporting. You have a sensuous nature, which you do not openly show. You have a need to be up front. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You enjoy make-believe and fantasy. It is hard for you to forget injustices. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You take pleasure in your creative comforts.

SWASTIANDARI-Status is important to you and your ability to achieve success and earn money. You have a need to be noticed and seek status. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You want to be self-supporting. You have a sensuous nature, which you do not openly show. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You enjoy make-believe and fantasy. It is hard for you to forget injustices. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You take pleasure in your creative comforts. You have a need to be up front. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You can go to extremes in all you do. You have a discriminate nature coupled with perseverance and family pride. Your family ties are important to you. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You can be assertive and aggressive when the occasion arises. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You take pleasure in your creative comforts.

Check there: http://www.acrophonology.net/acroprog.php

When We Say

Somethin bout the way
Somethin bout the way you look
In my eyes
You make everything so damn easy
So easy that I don't got to worry bout a thing

And baby when we touch
All I can see is the image of us
Sitting by the ocean
Just before the dusk
Sippin on a juice box and
Sand between our toes

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

Just tell me you don't love me
Tell me you don't feel the same way that I do
Tell me I don't make you smile
Like I do when you walk in the room
You're so hard to let go

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we say it's forever
But this ain't a fantasy
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you right
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

This hurts so much to know that you're
With someone else when you should be with me
It's just hard to accept that I can't be around
He better be treatin you good
I'm no Einstein but I know a sign
When I see one
And I know you love me too
And I know you love me too

This is the part when we say were in love
And the part where we have our first kiss
But this ain't a movie
I know you can't come with me
You got your life
He better be treatin you good
You got your life
He better be treatin you right

- Aj Rafael

The Wise

Remember these simple guidelines for happiness.
1. Free your heart from hate.
2. Free your mind from worry.
3. Live simple.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.

- Dad (via email)
Thank you, you're the wise

Ujian

Bukan hanya Ujian Sekolah, Ujian Praktek ataupun Ujian Nasional. Ujian masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri, Ujian masuk Perguruan Tinggi Swasta ataupun Ujian masuk Perguruan Tinggi di Luar Negeri. Sekali lagi. Bu-kan ha-nya.

Hati. Ujian Hati. Pelajaran tentang perasaan. Pelajaran tentang pengertian. Pelajaran tentang pengakuan dan pelajaran tentang me-ma-af-kan. Apaan tau segala masalah hati pake ujian.

Mulai sekarang, ya kurangi sesuatu hal yang manja. Mulailah dewasa. 17 tahun, Ras! Kurangi kebanyakan curhat. Mulailah kokoh. 17 tahun 9 bulan, Ras! Kurangi kebanyakan nangis. Mulailah kuat. 17 tahun lebih, Ras! Kurangi galau. Mulailah sabar. Udah mau 18 tahun, Ras! Kurangi ketergantungan. Mulailah mandiri. Hampir 18 tahun, Ras! Kurangi mengeluh. Mulailah menerima. 3 bulan lagi 18 tahun, Ras! Berhenti menyalahkan keadaan. Mulailah menyadari bahwa Tuhan selalu memberikan yang tebaik untuk kita. Inget, belum tentu sampai ke 18 tahun, Ras!

Aku mulai mengurangi itu semua. Mengurangi semua cerita sedihku. Mengurangi mengganggu hidupnya dan orang lain. Mengurangi bebannya dan orang lain.

Dream and Dad

NO ART, NO ARCHITECTURE! There’s no from my dreams. I must not take that faculty. So what should I do? I really want to be an Architect. When many people ask, “What do you want to be?” and automatically I’ll answer, “An Architect, like my Mom”. She is so great. Maybe, She has no work but She has a spirit to help my Dad, to give my pocket money more. She can makes many beautiful handmade. But my Dad persist said, “No!”. He makes my dream gone. He denies that I want go to that faculty.

"There’s no real future", He said. Don't tell me who I should be and don't try to tell me what's right for me. Oh my God, I’m confused. I wanna cry. I just don’t know what I should do. I just don’t know what I should choose. I just don’t know what I should hear. Give me the best way, God…